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Anxiety

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I just wanted to capture this moment from God because as Christians sometimes we can forget that God is at work for our good even times of suffering. These last two weeks of school must have been the hardest time of my life so far. The last 3 days I've had insomnia. I wasn't able to sleep, even if I did fall asleep I would wake up middle of the night moving around. I thought in my head what is the matter. The reason was my anxiety about school. Knowing me I'm someone that likes to be in control of situations. These last two weeks, I felt I wasn't in control- I felt I wasn't competent for my job, I felt I wasn't fit of my job. I wanted to give up and quit. These things were constantly in my head day and night. I was scared to come to school, knowing what my day would look like. I guess it was God's perfect timing that I was able to attend basecamp at KCC and hearing the sermon topic on anxious. I believed these were timed because God wanted me to